What dreams are made of! 29/12/10 4:50am

Anyone who knows me, or who has ready my last blog 'XXX Daydream Believer XXX' Will know that my Husband, Adam and i have wanted a baby for quite some time now. December was our last month of trying until September 2011. As i need to fit into the most amazing dress to be Maid of Honour at my beautiful sister, Abi's Wedding in November.
Now, Thanks to some little miracle happening, we are no longer needing to start trying again in September, we have our own little bundle of joy DUE in September!
We found out on my 21st Birthday (26/12/10) Which was the most amazing birthday present i could ever have hoped for. Adam is so excited, he's already really looking after me, carrying things, fetching me drinks, always finding me a chair. Which is very sweet, yet unnecessary. I am totally convinced that I'm going to be the best pregnant lady ever! I am very much a believer in the term 'pregnant not ill', however i am finding myself to be a little paranoid already but I'm sure that will fade after the first few weeks.
Speaking of the whole Pregnant/Ill thing, my lovely sister in law, Kelly is about 10-11 weeks pregnant and has pretty much been totally unable to enjoy her pregnancy so far as she's been really poorly with the flu. She is going for her first scan tomorrow to make sure everything is fine, as I'm sure it will be. Adam is going with her :) I know she's really worrying about this, we've just had a 3:45am chat as neither one of us can sleep.
Pregnancy already feels like the best thing ever to me. Iv had some really nasty tummy pains (which everyone tells me is normal at this stage) , lots of soreness, extreme tiredness and thirst and I'm beginning to get quite bad queasiness (which is whats keeping me awake tonight), but i feel like the luckiest girl in the world and I'm going to make the most of every second!
According to an app on my phone, i am now 4 weeks and 6 days pregnant, but i plan to ring the doctors tomorrow, to get our first few appointments which will hopefully help us to find out the exact dates. So at the moment our due date is 2/9/11 :')
I feel so excited about new years eve now, and i just know i will sob, welcoming in the year that we'll finally have our little button :)
Emotions are all over the place at the moment of course, telling my family was such a nerve wracking thing, and it is now some of the most treasured memories of my entire life, We couldn't have hoped for better reactions, from both families, and i love them all so much for that.
I am walking round with the most stupid smile on my face at the moment, and then i am randomly busting into happy tears, Adam thinks its hilarious. I was browsing the Boots website earlier, and i saw the heading 'Mother and Baby' and i just got the most overwhelming feeling of happiness and sobbed! I sat in the cinema with my friend, with my hands on my tummy and just wanted to cry.
I just love knowing that button is there, the fact that I'm not going to be alone at all for the next 8 months makes me so happy.
You will probably hear me call the baby 'button' throughout this blog, as i cant bare to say 'it'. Button is so much more than an 'it' to me.
I have wanted this my whole life. Things are turning out so right for us, We have the perfect marriage, a beautiful house, such a supportive family and now we are starting our own.
I love baby button so much already, i wish i could just see 9 months into the future and just know for a fact that everythings going to be fine. I don't feel i have the right to love him/her yet, because we have got so much to get through before they will actually be ours, but i cant help myself, I'm absolutely, head over heels :) xxx

Love always,
Mummy Elce and Little Button :) xxxx